Sunday, March 26, 2006

After “The Seven Sages of the Bamboo Grove”

“Let no one hope to find contemplation an escape
from conflict, from anguish or from doubt.”
-- Thomas Merton


There’s a root like the root of a mountain
that runs out radially from the bamboo’s heart:
my old man— no Taoist— had little use
for bamboo but couldn’t rip it out of family
ground, even with his John Deere tractor.

The jade skin, stretching between nodes,
reminded me to be virtuous,
the hollow core between septa encouraged
me to be humble, yet its fruit could bring
rats and plague to ancient China, and maybe
to our North Carolina farm.

It’s as if I’d forgotten how the seven graybeards
toasted the Tao of “presence in absence”,
the yin within the yang, and if I’d never left,
the old farmhouse might’ve become a shrine
protected by its own sacred bamboo.

After a hundred years, an entire stand can flower
and die, starving all the pandas on the mountain.
And the same sprouts, popping through
the ground on a quiet spring night, delighting
the gathered devotees, on another night
can pierce a prisoner’s body, stretched
and staked out above them.

The clump brought by an artist-friend
in a metal bucket took hold in red clay
and inspired the artist in me with its elegant
rhythm in the wind, its shimmering color
in the southern sun. The threat of foreign
growth was too much for my warlord father,
raised to poison what he couldn’t control.

Like the emperor’s court, hiding corruption
and intrigue, the sanctuary of the bamboo grove
can hold a nest of giant hornets in its roots,
ready to sting the heads and rumps
of farmers and wisemen alike.

Is that what caused Ji Kang to hope alchemy
might transmute base metal into gold,
the two Juans to lap up wine from a wooden bowl
with the neighbor’s pig, Liu to walk around
naked in his home, which he considered to be
the whole universe?

The chi of twisted bamboo held
the great Min River Bridge for a thousand years.
The breath of Liu’s bamboo wife,
that beautiful basket cylinder he embraced
on sticky summer nights, cooled his sleep
all of his long life.

If the three nameless ones left the grove,
the changes of nature showed them
the path onward.

Something I read in the I Ching helped me
divine my own rootlessness: “A flight of
dragons without heads. Good fortune.”

And the silk fan and screen artists painted
the truth like lover’s tricks, but these lines,
written on green bamboo strips and sewn
together with sinew as a book,
may lead some reader to see behind
dragon leaves.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Committee Work

He imagines outside his building
a tree full of magpies still
roosting in the middle of the day.

Inside no coups or shake-ups
planned, no Mein Kampfs about
to be written. The seated slap on
My Name Is ___ tags, office geishas
serve up today’s numbers.

Old business follow-ups:
motivational posters pulled down;
studies show they have negative
effect on morale.

“Whatever happens in Vegas
stays in Vegas” no longer an acceptable
reason for maxing out
the company expense account.
Outrageous.

Token IRA contribution set up
to compensate employees for
the 2.4 seconds it takes
the government to spend
their lifetime tax payments.

Promising new business: R&D
brainstorms entire population
of US could fit into ten major league
stadiums in liquid form.

Cutting-edge research to begin on
products and services appealing
to twelve-fingered humans who will
achieve majority status by 2412.

Secure six golden handcuffs,
extend seven golden handshakes.
Notify legal.

Employee #131313, John Blackard,
scheduled for interview without coffee
Christmas Eve. No severance package.

Nothing else for the good
of the order; everything appears
copasetic. Meeting adjourned.

Circling the parking lot in
his head, magpies chase and peck
bad dogs with chicken carcasses
wired around their necks.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Santa Barbara Shopping Party

While I’m pissing out an overpriced
chardonnay, I overhear nine-year old Finn
fearlessly talking to some stranger.
I turn around to find a homeless guy
with tattoos covering his skinny arms
wetting his long, greasy hair at the sink,
while our friend’s son, sporting his first Mohawk
(spoils of a battle his parents decided
not to fight this summer), seems to find it
harder to stifle a war-yelp with every word
the guy says: “Dude, go slow on the tattoos;
you might mistake a girl’s name or a dragon
for something they’re not.” I can see
young Finn wasn’t buying it—just more
adult crap. When I say that only one in five
people with a nautical tattoo had ever
been on a boat, the homeless guy laughs.
Back in the restaurant courtyard, packed with
people attending a wine-tasting,
Finn’s mother and my new wife talk on
about the fun of impulse shopping and
the many things in life we don’t really
get to choose, as the boy pretends to bury
the hatchet in his mother’s blonde head.